Reminiscing in the Sunset

-- Happy New Year again everyone! I know I haven't been posting anything after the New Year. But because I forgot to post my stories here, then I present to you...my works. It's not really good and I don't know if you guys would enjoy reading it but nevertheless, I'll post it. --

As I watch the great ocean, the cool breeze makes my hair sway. It relaxes my mind and not to mention my soul.

I’m just an ordinary person trying to find a suitable companion. But to my discontent, I cannot find anyone. And so here I am, watching the beautiful sunset. Reminiscing the times that I was in high spirits. The times that I was loved. But I cannot forget those days when I was in deep sorrow. Those unforgettable days that I was with someone that understands me. But then leaves me in the end. Someone that makes my day bright. As bright as the sun as I would say. But wounded my heart in the end. I could still remember it like it was only yesterday.

I was sitting in the corner. Not allowing anyone to interfere my deep thinking. But someone walked near me and asked me to join. At first I was afraid, afraid to join others because I would still be
lonely in the end. But I still joined. And for the first time in my life, I was happy. Happy that I have someone that understands and cares about me and even loved me for who I am. Our friendship grew stronger and stronger but that was not the only thing I had in mind. I think that I’m having a deeper feeling than just being friends. I’m starting
to love her. I do not want her to be alone. I don’t even want her to be lonely as I am when I first met her. She has the eyes that I really admired. The eyes of a really beautiful maiden. Those eyes that shine in the night sky. I cannot say that it was really love for I am still young. A young heart is not that ready for real love yet but I didn’t mind. I like to watch her every move. She walks gracefully just like dancing happily in the grass. She talks to me gently like an angel singing.

I shouldn’t have loved her. Why have I felt this? We were never meantto be. I’m just fooling myself in believing that she would love me back equally like I have loved her. I was wrong. She found somebody else and I was there. She would talk about it to me. And as a friend, I would gladly help her to be with the guy she liked. But deep inside, I was hurt. It was like my heart stopped beating. But I only smiled and let her go. It was all that I could do. I cannot force myself at her. All I could do is support her every step of the way. And so, she and the guy she loved where together. I’m really happy for her because she is happy.

Until this day, I cannot forget that very day that she said yes to that person she had loved. And so I’m here standing watching the beautiful sunset and reminiscing those times I’m with her. I surely missed her smile and even her voice. But now, I’m standing alone in this rock where the waves are crashing it and the wind blowing my hair like I’m being comforted. I started to cry. A soft cry. I knew that this would happen but I didn’t mind. I really loved her but I was not
loved back equally like I have loved her. But I’m happy that I got to experience this. It was not an ordinary feeling.

As I watch the sunset, the waves sang a song in my heart as a sign that I must move on. Even the wind is speaking to me to carry on with my life. But moving on is not that easy. You cannot forget someone who means a lot to you that easily especially if that person has a sentimental value in your heart like I am experiencing right now. But it is true, I should move on. I cannot change what had happened. But somehow, I can still start anew and find somebody else. I’m still young and I still have time. But maybe, just maybe, I should be happy for what I have now. I might lose it in the end too.

Life is short and life as they say is beautiful especially when you lived your life to what will make you happy but life can be hard at times. We mustn’t forget that even in those hard times, we can still go on with our lives with deep faith and with those who are around you.

Loneliness is not always bad. It sometimes makes you think about all those sweet memories you have had. Not to mention those heartbreaking memories that haunts you wherever you are. We mustn’t let those miserable memories affect the way we live our life. Happiness wins in the end.

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Heart Warmers

It's almost the New Year and I forgot to publish the rest of my post last few days. Anyway, I now present to you heart warming quotes. Taken from my old blog. [again LOL] This is the last compilation of quotes I have. I'll be posting other quotes that I love individually the next time.

And without further ado, the quotes~


It hurts to love someone and not to be love in return, but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. Maybe God want us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship- and find out you still care for that person. A sad thing in life when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. When the door of happiness closes, another opens but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don’t see the one that has been opened for us.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you’ve ever had. It is true that we don’t know that we’ve got until we lose it, but it’s also true that we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they’ll love you back. Don’t expect to love in return, just wait for it to grow to their heart but if it doesn’t, be content it grew in yours.

There are things you’ve love to hear that you would never hear from the person whom you would like to heard them from, but don’t be so deaf as not to hear it from the one who says it from his heart. Never say goodbye if you still want to try- never give up if you feel you can go on- never say you don’t love that person anymore if you can’t let go. Love comes to those who still hope although they’ve been disappointed, to those who still believe although they’ve been betrayed, need to love those who still love although they’ve been hurt before.

It takes only a minute to get crush to a someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone but it takes a lifetime to forget that someone, specially if that someone who means a lot to you. Don’t go for looks, that can deceive- don’t go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because smile can make your day bright. Hope you find the one who makes you smile.

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real. Hope you dream of that special someone.

Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be; but be sure the things you’ll do is good to the eyes of others specially to God. Don’t waste your time to those things that’s not too important. Be true to your self and be practical. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trial to make you strong, enough sorrow to make you human, enough hope to make you happy.

Always put yourselves in others’ shoes. If you think that it hurts you, it probably hurts other person too. A careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word may wreck a life; a timely word may level stress; a loving word may heal and bless. The beginning of love is to let those we love be just themselves, and twist them with other own image- otherwise, we love only the reflections of ourselves we find in them. The happiest of people don’t necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Happiness lies for those who cry those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. Love begins with a smile grows with a kiss and ends with a tear.

The brightest future will always be based on the forgotten past, you can’t go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you’re the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.


And that is all folks. I have to hurry before New Years Eve since I'll be enjoying the rest of the night jumping, making noise, eating food and drinking red wine...[weeeeeee~ try Franzia it's really good!]

Love or Infatuation?

Can you tell the difference between Love and Infatuation? Well, as you can see...this is already an old post of mine the same with Sayings about Love. And like Sayings about Love, I'll never get tired of posting this because it is really nice.

So without further ado, Love or Infatuation?


Infatuation is the instant desire. It’s one set of glands calling another. Love is the friendship that caught fire. It takes root and grows one day at a time. Infatuation is marked by feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about your beloved that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream. Love is quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by his/her presence, even he/she is away. Miles do not separate you. You want him/her, near or far, you know he/she is yours and you can wait.

Infatuation says, “We must get married right away. I can’t risk loosing you.” Love says, “Be patient. Do not panic, he/she is yours. Plan your future with confidence.” Infatuation has an element of sexual excitement. If you are honest, you must admit it is difficult to be in one another’s company unless you are sure it will end in intimacy. Love is the maturation of friendship. You must be friends before lovers. Infatuation lacks confidence. When you are away, you wonder if he/she is cheating on you. Sometimes you even check. Love means trust. You are calm, secure and unthreatened. You feel that trust and it makes you even more trustworthy.

Infatuation might lead you to do things you’ll regret later, but Love will never will. Love lifts you up. It makes you a better person than you were before.


And that ends my post. See you again~ I'll be sure to publish my on-waiting posts before the New Year.

See you next time~

Sayings about Love

Here I am again to bring you....Sayings about Love~ [LOLS] Honestly, I have been posting this over and over again in every blog that I have. But, I never get tired of posting it though since these quotes are really nice.

So without further ado, I present to you that quotes~


Do not be afraid to love. If it hurts, love more. If it still hurts, love some more. Love til it hurts no more.

Before saying the words I'll love you forever, first ask yourself if you are ready because most of us are ready to face love but not everyone is ready to face forever.

Sometimes a heart cannot afford to be just friends. Look not for beauty nor whiteness but look for the heart that is loyal within.

Beauty may fade and skin grows old but the heart that is loyal will never grown cold. Kindness in words creates confidence, kindness in thinking creates profoundness, and kindness in giving creates love.

Some people never say the words "I love you," it's not their style to be so bold.

Some people never say the words "I love you," but like a child are longing to be told. The most important thing in a relationship between a man and a woman is that one of them be good at taking orders. How come we don't always know when love begins, but we always know when it ends.

Love is that feeling you get when you run across a field, full of raving wolves, you know that feeling you have when you get arrested for the 1st time.

Sometimes love can be yours when you want it. Sometimes you don't want it when it comes. But when the time comes you want it and it is there for you to keep, I hope you won't let go.

It is a shame when one realizes love is worth when it is too late. So, why don't you stop and think for a while if you have set aside a love you cannot live without cause it might not be there the next time you look.

Ironies of love: It is hard to find, but easy to lose; makes you feel good, but hurts you so bad; open your eyes, but makes you blind; fills up your heart then tears it apart.

The gauge of how much you really treasure something or someone is not how happy you are with them, but how sad you are when you lose them.

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself by putting it back together; or worse, have nothing strong to bind it with.

In love, think things over if you’re sure about how you feel. Don’t fall too hard, Not knowing where you stand cause it will hurt real bad if things don’t go the way you want them to be.

Why say “Hi”, if you can say “Hello”?

Why say, “Let’s go out”, if you mean, “I want to be with you”?

Why say, “Stay”, if you can say “Be with me”

Why say “I care” when your heart says, “I love you”?

Sometimes we take for granted those we love thinking they will always be around. But time will come when they will give up and you have no chance but to let go.

Heartbreaks could last as long as you let, it would tear us deep as you allow it to, But the test is not how soon you forget but how you were able to heal and at the same time learn.

Love is not an obligation. It need not have any expectations. Love is just beyond words. It is just felt within. Not ifs, no buts, but just because.

Sometimes it’s the things that aren’t said that mean the most.

Love is an EVERYTHING, but there is NO everything without LOVE.


And that's all folks~ I'll see you all the next time [I can't post all I want in one day. I would easily be bored of blogging if that is the case LOLS]